all we can do today…

so i don’t have time to update right now, but jesse came home this weekend.  we got a hotel room and celebrated our reunion. it was an amazing time. we did spend quite a chunk of change on consumables. but you’ll be glad to know that’s where it ended. when the shit was gone it was gone, we went to my parents houss and had easter dinner with them, sober. we spent time w/ my brother dax. (we surprised him w/ tickets to see the biscuits in the city w/ us. he was super psyched) we haven’t gotten high since, and don’t have any immediate plans to.  this friday i want to bring him to my favorite cocaine annonymous group.  jesse’s never really done recovery as it’s laid out in the book. i feel lucky to be able to show him what i’ve learned.

so go ahead and hate. i’m not saying we are going  to change the world, or even stay clean, but i can tell you this. we do want a better life, we want that better life to be togehter, and we are going to do our damndest to make it happen. and for now, all there is to do is not get high today. and that’s the plan. not get high, just for today…..